Ah mA

22th october ' 07

sorri ppl.... tis is going to be a sad post... ( don read it if you don wan to be affected)

cux i'm sad now...

its abt my ah ma~
she is going to leave us tml...
back to somewhere where we all came from.....
God please take her back home....

my mom jux told me....
"tml ah ma is going to go home tml..."
ah ma was in the ICU for 3 mths already.... on and off.... went home and came back again....
the doctors say there is almost no chance of surviving...
tml she going to go home.... and we going to take off the life support system....
i wonder if tis process was called "EUTHANASIA"...

but overall.... "i'm proud of her"
she have tis strong will to live on even thought she was in the ICU... (tats wat the doctors and nurses said too)
she hav survived through WW2... live till tis age of 90!
2 days ago.... during the time in the hospital.... she was wide awake.... not even blinking her eyes at all... she reconisged all of us.... all her children, grandchildern and great grandchildren... sha had almost 30 over childern, grandchilderen... and we all went to the hospital to visit her... she can even write some words for us too see....

but.... tis was a heart-wrenching sight.... her body was full of tubes and inserted throught her throat.... thus, she cant even talk now... but she can reconignise all of us.... we all thought tat she was going to leave us tat night... but she manage to survive through... i could even see tears in her eye, when all 20+ of us was in her ward... we're all crying... seeing her for the last time....

i'm realli proud of you.... my ah ma....
u manage to fight and sturggle through 3mths in the ICU...
but... tml.... ur suffering is going to end....
going home and back to where u belong...

i love u ah ma...

老母会接你回家~
安息吧~