oct' 02 [cont]

STORY-02 oct'05 [sat]
[juZ updatED]

[L.I.X]

~midnight messenging~

haiz...

u said tat u wan to be wif mi, but worried tat u will neglect mi???

i realli got nthing to say...

if u realli wan to be wif mi....

u should't hav even neglact mi in the first place!!!

do u still wan to continued tis relationship anot???

give mi hopes and then bring mi down again....

wats the meaning of tis???

don call mi "dear" if u already decided..

~afternoon~

i Don find it difficult to be wif u...

is juz tat i don even noe wat u r thinking??? wat u r feeling??? wat do u wan???

during tis 1 whole month tat we patch...

wat hav we done???

how many time hav we met up???

how long after did we to to each other???

"nothing at all"

i neo tat u r having tuiton... going back sch 4 night class...

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ur hp is wif ur mummi

all tis i can understand..

there r times when we don even contact 4 days...

how would u noe how i feel???

the feeling is so bad when i can't find u!!!

somethines i think tat we don even understand each other....

wats the meaning of us being together????

jux the "status " there onli????

u can't even give up some time 4 mi???

not even 1hr, 1/2 hr to meet up or talk ???

is tis how u consider to be moi "guy"

i even ask myself "wats is moi "boy" doing at tis moment"??

"where is he now at??"

Ans: "i don even noe"

tis is so pathaic!!!

how can we maintain a relationship when u don even wan to sacrifies 4 each other....

i don ask 4 much....

jux hope tat u will be more concern abt mi

but then....

u can still even reply mi "i hab nothing to sacrifice"

"wat the"

haiz....

i cant even believe tat u r moi "guy"

more like a stranger to mi...

[liNg]